i just dont know

it's funny....i just don't know why i write this blog.  i feel like no one ever reads it. maybe its just for me. maybe this is a way to get my words out and keep my mind sane.  maybe someone is out there reading this and some how it is helping them i hope it is.  so if you are reading this blog then maybe you need some words of inspiration, you need some uplifting in your life. and maybe you are just helping me get what i need out of my mind and are silently helping me.