Movies bring up emotions

I just finished watching Midway to Heaven, which by the way is a very good movie. But as I watched the movie it brought up so many emotions. The wife died of cancer, and so my feelings of lose from my mom dieing of breast cancer were opened up. But the one that hit me hard was the husband couldn't let go of his dead wife and move on with his life. It got me thinking, what would happen if I were to lose my Chango too soon? Would I be able to handle it? Would I slump into depression? Would I be able to let him go and move on in my life? Of coarse I would always love him, I will love him for all eternity. But could I ever love another man if I ever lost him? I feel like I might never be able to. And then there was the questions of what if I were to go before him? Would he be heartboken? Would he be able to let me go? What if he could and he moved on alot quicker than what could be expected? How would I feel watching him through his life? But of coarse some guys are stronger than others, and some women are stronger than others. All I know is that I love my Chango and I can't bear the thought of losing him. And I know that he and I can be together forever, if we choose to be, through being sealed inthe temple. And that I will look foward to!

Counting down the days

It is now about a week and 2 days till my husband gets to pick me up so I may go over the road with him for about a week.  I can't wait.   I am getting so excited that home live means nothing to me anymore.  I am always thinking about him, no matter what I am doing.  I imagine myself along side of him in his truck.  Luckily I found someone who can check up on the animals while I am gone so that way I don't have to worry about them running out of water and food.  But Oh to go with my Chango is so worth it!!! I will have to post pics of my outing when I get back.